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The text is great
but my mind does not get it

We used to do this in an hour
do you remember?

This is some Walter Bishop kind of situation i'm in
except he was a genius
and also a fictional character.

He was only kind and chill because of the missing parts of his brain.
Those pieces, those memories actually, contained everything he needed to be in his full potential
but the pieces also contained a dark power over him.

So, the moral of the story...
sometimes dumber means wholesome
even if everything was removed to get there

Do i wanna read 100 pages in an hour? yes
Do i wanna read 100 pages in an hour and cry myself to despair? no
Do i want to read a book one chapter at a time, taking pauses in between? no
Do i want to read a book one chapter at a time, taking pauses in between, and sleep peacefully with my God? yes

Finally, some easy answers.